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Sunday, July 19, 2009

8:21 AM

i've been feeling so weird lately. so out of touch some how.

and funnily though, this blog is becoming somewhat like a diary for me. i've more of less abandoned the other one, firstly cuz (yes i know its childish) but i really cannot stand my handwriting, secondly, my mum's been reading it without be knowing, and thirdly, it aint not much of a secret in my family that my pretty little book well, houses secrets. sighh.
but another thing about a blog is that i cant exactly stop ppl from reading. so i guess this shall have to do while i find another outlet. maybe a locked blog? or ... hm i dont really know.

i think i've become more reminiscent this year. i keep holding on to the memories of the psat, and then comparing it to this year, or last week, or last month. and i try desperately to hold on to whatever i have left. and it really saddened me that after my first explosive first day at school after philippines, the enthusiasm for school kind of died down. and when jia xuan and i were trying to pick out from our gray matter what funny stuff or memorable stuff had happened on every day after i came back, oh man, we couldnt remember. i really dont want the last year of my life to be so.. uneventful? just because i cant remember the good ole times we've had. so haha, i've got little snapshots of my rgs life written in my handbook, a stark and very visual reminder set against the backdrop of all the homework jotted down, or the events to remember, stuff like that. i'm glad i got such a nice and pretty handbook at the beginning of the year, so that i will always remember when i go to work or inexorably grow up.

oh yes.... since i havent blogged for so long, everything keeps coughing up. after the last time where we played the harry potter on friday, (where we learnt STUPEFY!! yes stupefy not the stupify lah. it really looks like as if we're trying to make someone stupid. and learnt how to run around like geeks not knowing how to find the quidditch place. and learnt how to really brew a potion! oh man. haha jiaxuan: potions is really more fun than chem!) i bought that 70 cent ice cream from macdonald which to me is seriously on of the best ice creams in the world. one, its cheap. two, did i mention it was CHEAP? three, its sweet, refreshing and not that oily creamy taste you get with some ice creams sometimes. four, the wafer is just awesomely crunchy. and five, the last part is heavenly. sweet, cold, crunchy. YUM YUM.

i realise i digress a lot.

point of matter being, after i ate that ice cream, took a leisurely walk back to the bus stop. i thought bout lots of things. seriously, i love quiet times. we human beings just somehow need time away from others. then i got on the bus, and there was this cute adorable girl, not more than 2 or 3 i think. (i'm very bad at estimating ages). she dropped this empty sweet packet she was holding, and i picked it up for her. then went back to where i was standing. the adorable girl kept holding out the packet, saying jie jie (very cutely XD) and her ah mah was kinda like ' bu yao pian jia jia lah, mei you tang guo le!" but i was like never mind, so i played with her, took it and returned it back XD then it was time to get off. she stood on her ah ma's lap and waved goodbye and flying kiss-ed (oh my, the same way that i used to with my mum when she went off to work when we were in our yishun flat. she used to ask from the doorway, and i would clutch the iron bars. oh my oh my.) so i stood at the bus stop not wanting to go into school and waved good bye.

and heheh i was smiling stupidly and did a small twirl dance in the corridor when i realised there were girls going home haha. and i didnt put my nametag on till uh i passed those girls.

&the beauty.

Julia G Andres
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