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Sunday, July 5, 2009

8:54 PM

oh man. im such a sucker for happy endings arent i.

australia was so good, so heartwarming, so hilariously funny, downright scary at one point, beautiful scenery, excellent cinematography if that s the way you spell it. and the themes. oh goodness. how all the characters and the personas and the themes of the story were pulled seamlessly into the climax, flashing all at once, the galupa, the three main characters, the carnage, the tears the smoke, the death, and then the life. as i said im a sucker for sweet happy endings, nicole kidman and hugh make such a great pair, all the stuff i like about movies are all struck into one big deal, with lots more to boot.

hugh is so hot and nicole kidman does such a great job, and so does nullah. the use of the plateau during the middle, that perfect time the three of them had together. was such a great plot device. cuz everything was perfect, life was perfect, the dynamics of that family was perfect. but when they tear themselves apart cuz of some stupid fight, and then the war makes them think that they've lost each other, and then then they find each other again. i cried. (quite a funny picture. crying in front of the com, with my pink earphones. i think i would have looked a bit weird).

but then they were given a second chance. and they appreciate each other more because of the scare they've had, when death is irreversible and you cant hold it back.

im such in an emo-y state.

i really should have know to watch this with someone then watch it by myself and then emo here in front of this unfeeling com. hm. i ll just hyperventilate here then try to do some chinese. before my tuition tomorrow hai.

becky and the rest of my family are watching war of the worlds. OH RIGHT XD
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so many people died. the mother (now we cant say her name anymore cant we?), her brother, the evil bad man, the faultless catharine (who had to die to make a point, who was too naive to see her husband was such a bad ass. sigh), maitland, thousands others in world war 2. (more than that), so many so many.

coming back home was like picking up where we all left off because life's like that. it sucks you in, reminds you of everything you had to do and have to do, the insignificant little things that arent that really important after all.

i felt so guilty. going back after five years. only rushing back because the people you love are in danger and they're going away. so.. i dunno. i felt so cheated. oh shit. i feel so many things.

like walking away from school. i hate how i used to sleep in class, and i hate how only after my mum came back from the parent teacher thing did i then realise that all the teachers actually are disappointed. and concerned. and that sleeping late was such a stupid thing to do. and that people in my class have actually labeled me to something to that effect. the girl who always sleeps in class. and faced with just changing seats, and then (at that time) having to walk away and stay away for 2 weeks was excruxiating. and i had never felt so much like running back and attending class before. and what am i going to do when these 19 weeks end? and i really have to turn around and walk away? second chance. take it and go.

like going back, and realising everything has changed. that your grandparents think so highly of you. think that you're their prize scholar, that all these years you;ve been doing well. that you've got a future plan for your life and you've got none. at all. not even the vaguest idea what you would like to do cuz you've got ideas but they are flitting around the place. and going back after three days. knowing that anytime you could get a call. and wishing you could have stayed longer that first week of july. and life doesnt give second chances. not when there isnt anymore left. i really hope that this november will come when we can go back again. i really hope that we can go back again, that God grant us this second chance, and hopefully even in time for their golden anniversary next year.

i feel so cheated. that everytime someone near me passes away or is near to the gates of heaven, im only told then. why why why do the adults think we cannot take it, when all we are left with is regret, that we hadnt taken the time to appreciate what we had and create more memories. cuz its no use going to the hospital bed anymore. NOT ANYMORE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

its raining now.
there could be life again.

im praying.. that they can hold on, find the strength to hold on, that God grant them peace, that His will be done, and that I will be prepared for it when it comes. I pray that He will grant me the strength too, that He might guide me and show me the way so that I won't waste my time anymore, because it is precious.

&the beauty.

Julia G Andres
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