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Wednesday, March 25, 2009

12:30 AM

holding on holding on to my sanity.
and trying my best to do everything right.
i cant juggle a thousand and one balls seriously.

but i feel quite accomplished today. thanks to all of you who gave me a chance to facilitate. =)

i really need to constantly remind myself to be cheerful, happy, and do everything as fast and as efficient as possible. and be a little responsible girl even though this puny girl doesnt feel like getting up from the ground, and striving on.

and on a little sidenote. those people who have a friend or two to confide in, like really truly confide in are the luckiest people on earth. at least you can get through life knowing that there's someone who understands what you are going through. and well, being just peripheral, looking in from the outside, knowing that you cant get on that level, but everything's bursting within you, that feeling just breaks everything. there are just some things you cant tell your mum or your dad, even though you can just try. im really sorry. i cant just put those feelings into words. thanks dad, though, for trying. it was touching, and a little funny XD

weird thing i've noticed: whenever my dad trys to cheer me up or encourage me or something, its always food-related. like ice cream or apples or grapes at 1 am in the morning. am i really such a little pig? oh dear.

&the beauty.

1:28 AM

im tired. everyone's asleep. garh
i still have osl video to upload, tumor suppressor gene to research and chinese tuition to finish. and lit pt to do.
im tired. its 130 in the morning. im going to fall asleep.

&the beauty.

10:56 PM

waitinggg for dot's email to come thru. auds on wednesday. xiannnn
sth happened today that i am quite guilty about grahhh
im supposed to be doing philo fa but obviously im not
and i ve got a thousand and one other things to do that im not doing
or am too lazy to do

confi camp was a blast.
and well... not such a blast at some other times.
i ll get down to posting all my band camp, confi camp, ssef camwhoring, gummy and goddaugthers photo, korea photos on fb soon. sigh hopefully very soon. im super tired of waiting for the page to load finish. surprisingly it was quite fast in science center during ssef. surprisingly

lse has come back already! i shall remind myself to call thanh or tian yuan SOON. >< and not at an unearthly hour like this.

i don't know why I'm so laid back and tired. Lord, give me strength to continue on the day as normally as possible. Show me the light. And help me to stop wallowing in such a pessimistic mood. It's not healthy i know. and speaking about healthy, let mum get well soon. its been dragging on for so long. if possible let us be pillars of support for her, like she has always been in our lives.amen. let your will be done.

strange how you appreciate ppl in funny ways and in situations you would never expect.

band exchange today. was grah
i cant believe how stupid i was to forget to bring the conductor scores. big thanks to mrs koh for going down with me and paying the taxi fare as well. grahh. i feel like as if I'm doing such a bad job out of being Section Leader and Librarian. i keep staring at those humongous piles of files and scores but i cant just seem to magick them away. i really must find the strength to clear all those. note to self: DEADLINE is end of march hols you lazy pok. -sigh-

&the beauty.

12:11 PM

another hectic holiday
and confirmation camp =)

&the beauty.

4:03 PM

haha very funny
this is only my 25th post.

SSEF poster presentation lahhhh. very xiann already. have to wait for three judges to come before we are let off. and yess i lost my retainers, im going have to pay 400 dollars out of my own pocket, and i think im very stupid... incredibly dumb in fact to have left it at subway. so ah well. my dental's at 545.

okkkkk we've finished
PHEW

going for appointment now
AHHH

&the beauty.

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