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Thursday, July 24, 2008

10:52 PM

SILVER
82 POINTS
TIED WITH RI IN THIRD PLACE OF OUR DIVISION

i think i really tricked myself into believing that we could do quite well. honestly i think i didnt really do my best. i freaked out too much and after cadenza it was like poof. lie down and sleep as much as possible and catch up on homework. i only really started thinking about it on tuesday after band prac. and wed's instructor prac made me realize how lan4 we really were. gosh. we havent been hearing how we really sound as a section for a long time. like breaking the sound down section part by section part and finding out who is playing wrong notes or wrong tuning etc. and it was like less than a day before SIBF when i realize how much we still have to go. and that was seriously scary

i really dont know whats wrong with me. i know i must buck up but somehow there are also a thousand and one things clamouring for my attention its hard to get my priorities right. and somehow whatever i do, i always get the sinking feeling im not doing my best.. or what i know i can do. shitt. this is so very screwed. what am i doing to my life!!

this is SIBF. and i was thinking that we could actually use this comp to gauge our standard. sigh. really quite depressed now.

&the beauty.

9:05 PM

ooops just realised i told rebecca i had updated my blog after the braces post, but i realised i hadnt. hm. so i shall make it up by posting now

argh i want to watch batman: the dark knight. the trailers and the reviews look so good. and its kinda sad to die at 28, after just finishing a movie. sigh. barely two minutes after i read that heath ledger had died (from an overdose of prescribed drugs.. now i really must check out how that happened), i read in the newspaper that some Harry Potter actor died in a knifefight. what in the world?! and there was some article in 8 days comparing two actors who died at the age of 28. really really sad. i mean its not like i would want to live till 80, but at least live a fruitful life to like maybe 60 plus? that'll be good enough for me.

anyway... enough of the morbid stuff.

its two days to cadenza, i havent finished any of my homework yet, i still owe julian his new revamped blog (oh shuckss that is super overdue), and the overdue bao zhang du hou gan from like term 2 week 8? and like all the cadenza presents and the cards, and i still have to go for the nyec briefing, and the rhd briefing tomorrow. sigh. what is happening to me!!! and my tico tico still sounds like shit. grahhhh. im so worked up now hmph.

&the beauty.

10:38 PM

oh this is so very frustrating. cant get my braces out yet! sth bout alignment not right and some crap like that. a week later or so then can get it out... ahhhh

oh and haha i dont think anyone has found this blog out yet.except julian of course. very good. cuz i havent added tagboard (if the new blogger will allow me to) and i dont know how to link people yet. sigh. i hate school life and im waiting eagerly for next week! yay one whole week with no lesons. albeit the fact that there's practically band every day except friday. and there will be cadenza presents to do, and cadenza on saturday O.o its so near and so unreal. sigh.

homework urgh. still have that english one minute fa thing to do. i dont know how to write a speeeeeeeech.

&the beauty.

8:43 PM

the school is weird. why repeat the monday's timetable all over again! that means no PE and today's lesson was supposed to be our second last. and i loveeee rugby haha. so fun and rough, and some people in our class are really good a tackling. so much so that poor kezia got squashed and had a meniscus tear. and one of the two that landed on her was me! i think im fat humph. now the poor girl is hobbling around on crutches sigh. garr so malu.

sc auds tomorrow! ahh. inferno is actually quite a nice song. very mysterious and it actl has a nice melody, considering that its a song about hell. =)

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